Diary of an ACL Surgery Patient


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DECEMBER 2, 1998 - I left home for the surgical center at about 6:00 A.M. this morning. My mom went with me to drive me home. It is about an hour drive and I'm scheduled for surgery at 7:30 A.M. When we reached the surgery center, we checked in and waited for my turn to be taken back to the pre-op room at about 7:10 A.M. I didn't know it at the time, but my surgery was rescheduled for 9:00 A.M. So after waiting in pre-op for an hour I asked when the surgery was and they said 9:00. What a start to an already nervewracking day. No one informed my mom either. She was expecting a one hour surgery and at 10:30 (3 hours from the scheduled time) no one had said a word to her yet and she was a bit nervous to say the least. Anyway, when I got back the the pre-op room, I was told to strip down and put the infamous hospital gown on. I still don't understand why we can't wear underwear, but oh well. After a short time, the nurse took me through what was going to take place. She also put in an IV. Soon afterward, the anesthesiologist came in and gave me my options and I decided on general anesthesia. I didn't want to know anything about the operation. At 9:00 they wheeled me into the Operating Room (Geez is that place cold!), and they gave me an injection of anesthesia and I was out in about 4 seconds. The next thing I knew, they were waking me up in the recovery room. It was tough trying to open my eyes. I just wanted to lay there and sleep.

10:45 A.M. - they brought my Mom back to see me in recovery. I remember being extremely cold and shaking uncontollably. The nurse said she would get more blankets and something about giving me some morphine for the pain and as soon as she gave me that, I got sick. I threw up 4 times in about 8 seconds. Then a little while later, I dry heaved 4 times and they gave me an injection to help me feel better. I'm not really sure why they had to give me morphine, the doctor gave me a nerve block in my leg that was supposed to last 12-24 hours. I think they just did it to make me miserable. About an hour later, they released me to go home.

On the hour trip home, I didn't have many problems. I only felt sick one time and as soon as we rolled down the window, I felt better. I went right into bed and layed there. I couldn't sleep, but I couldn't keep my eyes open either. It's a weird feeling. I was back and forth between the bed and a reclining chair about 10 times through the night. (my poor Mother had to put up with taking me back and forth)

DECEMBER 3, 1998 (1 day post) - I'm supposed to take a pain pill every 4 hours, the nurse made it very clear that I should set an alarm clock and follow it... if I miss a pill, she says it's impossible to make up for it and I'll never quite catch up to the pain. I did sleep for an hour or two during the night, but it was impossible to get comfortable. I'm hooked up the an ice machine thing that pumps cold water around my knee all the time. It's pretty cool. It's supposed to help the swelling and pain stay in check.

I can stay focused on something longer than 5 seconds finally. Of course, every time I take a pain pill, I lose focus for a couple hours.

Nothing too much is going on. Athough I'm taking pain meds, I can still feel pain in my knee. It's not severe, but it's there. Kind of annoying. I have the drain tube taken out of my knee today sometime... If the nurse doesn't get here soon, I'll do it myself. They said it would be ok.

5:00 PM - The nurse stopped and took out the drain tube. It hurt a little more than I expected it to. But it still wasn't too bad.

DECEMBER 4, 1998 (2 days post) - I woke up today extremely sick to my stomach. If I made any attempt to move, I threw up. That is such a helpless feeling. I was supposed to have my first PT at 10:30 AM, but I was still throwing up then. My mom called the clinic and asked what she should do and they said to take the anti-nausea pill. So I did. Five minutes later, I puked it up. I almost wanted to cry... one, single, tiny pill cost $50. We called back and they said to stop taking the codeine pain pills. I stopped taking them and felt better. So, as of today (2 days after surgery) I'm off the pain medication. I can still take Ibuprofen though.

PT went well. The straight leg raise exercises hurt some, but the others were ok. I'm supposed to do the exercises 5 times a day. It seems like a lot, but if it helps me get better faster, I'm all for it.

DECEMBER 5, 1998 (3 days post) - Things are much better today. I'm not sick to my stomach and I can eat finally. It's been a long time since I've had a full meal. The PT is getting easier each time. What took me an hour and a half to do the first time, now takes me 30 - 45 minutes instead. Not much else going on. I'm not really having any pain so that's good. Just playing some super nintendo and watching Starship Troopers. I walked around the house a little bit. I can put full weight on my leg already and there is no pain. I still have to use crutches and the immobilizer though, I don't want to hurt it.

DECEMBER 6, 1998 (4 days post) - I got quite a bit of sleep last night and could lay on my side for a while if I got situated just right. It felt really good. I don't like sleeping on my back all the time. Still doing PT 5 times/day. I've got NFL Sunday Ticket on DirecTV, so I'll watch a ton of football today. The Packers are my favorite, they play on Monday.

A big bruise showed up on my shin and goes to the inside of my leg. It's huge but doesn't really hurt. It's not anywhere close to the incision site, I'm not sure what caused it. I'll ask the doctor when I see him on Thursday the 10th.

DECEMBER 7, 1998 (5 days post) - The bruise is killing me. It doesn't hurt when I sit here with my leg up, but when I have to get up and the blood rushes to it, I almost can't stand it. No pain in the knee, but the bruise makes up for it. I can't believe how much it hurts. I have PT today at the hospital, I'm going to see if he knows what the bruise is from.

Just got back from PT. He gave me about 5 new exercises to do. So, my PT takes over an hour again each time. Still doing it 5 times/day. He was happy with my progress so far. I can get just about full extension and my flexion is about 89 degrees. He didn't have any idea what the bruise was from and told me to ask the doctor when I see him. He also said I would probably be down to one crutch after this week. YEE HAA!

DECEMBER 8, 1998 (6 days post) - I slept pretty well last night. Still can't go upstairs to my bedroom because there is no bathroom up there. There is no way I want to be going down the stairs, half asleep, in the dark, on crutches. The bruise is continuing to get more painful. It doesn't hurt to sit here, but when I get up, BOOM! It looks like it's getting better... It's not so dark purple and black anymore. I hope it's getting better. I hate this. I go through surgery with no problem and a stupid bruise is holding me back. I go back to the hospital for PT tomorrow. I hope I continue to progress. Still doing my home PT.

DECEMBER 9, 1998 (7 days post) - A new thing has popped up. I've got one sore spot just above the knee toward the inside. It's really sore. It makes the quad sets and heel slides really hard to do. I have to admit, I had a small accident last night. I was wearing my brace though. I was going from the chair to the bed and I sort of missed my armpit with one of the crutches. Of course the first reaction was to put the foot down to stop me from falling over (that would have been quite a sight). So I jammed my foot down pretty hard on the bad leg. There wasn't any pain or anything, it just scared me. Now my knee is a little sore. I'm not sure if it's from that or the new exercises though. I have PT at 12:15 today, I might ask him. Or else I'll ask the doctor when I see him tomorrow.

Just got back from PT, he said everything should be ok and not to worry about it. I got 0 degrees extension and 95 degrees flexion today. He said that was good for a week after surgery. I was happy. I can put full weight on it still too, but it hurts the bruise to do that. I'll be much happier as soon as it heals and I can walk without the severe pain. I've got 3 more rounds of PT today, other than that, nothing is going on. I'll probably watch a movie and read.

DECEMBER 10, 1998 (8 days post) - Got some pretty good sleep last night. I figured out a way to postion pillows between my legs to be able to lay on my side. It was really nice. I see the doctor today at 12:15. We'll see what he says about the bruise and maybe I'll be able to take a shower (finally). Right now for PT I'm doing the hamstring stretch 5 times/day, Straight leg raises 5 times/day, heel slides 3 times/day, quad sets 3 times/day, adb/add slides 3 times/day, knee bend on stomach 3 times/day, leg dangle off side of bed as much/day as possible. Then I ice for 15 minutes after each workout.

I just got back from the doctor and he said I can ditch the crutches. I told him about the pain in the bruise and he said it would go away pretty soon, he wasn't concerned in the least. He then said to use crutches until I was comfortable enough from the bruise. So, I guess that is good news. I can also take a shower now. YEE HAA! I don't have to go back and see him for two weeks. One other thing I forgot to ask him though... I didn't notice before today, but it doesn't seem like they even used stiches on my incision. Just some huge steri-strips. Since I don't go back to see him for two more weeks, I don't think there are any... that seems like an awful long time to have stiches in.

DECEMBER 11, 1998 (9 days post) - I slept better again last night. That is a good thing. I also ditched my crutches after my PT session at the hospital today. I reached 0 degrees extension and 108 degrees flexion. I should be able to use the stationary bike next week. That will be nice. I'm tired of doing the same old PT all the time. The bruise still hurts when I get up, but it's nothing like it was. I'm going to go out tomorrow (finally) and visit the YMCA. I work there part time and I haven't been able to go there since the surgery. I'm usually there everyday, so it's been tough not to go. Oh, the PT guy did have me carefully do a few mini squats today. It felt really weird, I'm not sure how to describe it.

I took my first shower tonight. What a fiasco! I ended up having to use a lawn chair in there to sit on. It took a while to get situated, but once I did, it sure felt good. I feel so much better. The knee isn't swollen much... I think a lot of it has to do with the ice machine. The doctor sent me home with an ice machine that you hook to a pad that you put on your knee. Then it continuously pumps cold water into the pad. It's really nice. He said to run it non-stop for the first 48 hours. Now, I just use it after workouts and when I start to feel some pain. I would definitely ask your doctor about using one if you are going to have surgery. My PT couldn't believe how good the knee looked so soon. Guess I'll sign off for tonight. I have to get up early so I can go to the YMCA in the morning.

DECEMBER 12, 1998 (10 days post) - I just got back from the "Y". Boy was it ever great to get out and see people! I was there from 9 AM to Noon. I left at noon because I was hungry and I was afraid if I had my leg down much longer it would start to get sore. No real problems. I did get a sharp pain on the outside of my knee at one point while I was standing without my crutches. I went to reach for something and boom. I didn't have any weight on it or anything, I was standing fully on my good leg, with my hand on the counter. I had the foot of my bad leg on the ground. I was reaching opposite from the bad leg when I felt the sharp pain. I stopped immediately and sat down. No other problems. Once in while I will feel that pain. It almost like the pain you feel when it needs to pop. I don't mean pop out of place, more like when you pop your knuckles. I don't know how else to explain it. Just wanted to write it down as I'm sure others will feel the similar pain and wonder if it's normal.

DECEMBER 13, 1998 (11 days post) - I seem to be sleeping a little better each night. I can only remember waking up 3 or 4 times in 8 hours last night. So that was nice. I'm still doing my home PT... the flexion seems to be getting better each time I do the exercises. I was at 108 degrees friday... It feels like I'm getting that pretty easily. It almost looks like a normal knee again. There has been very little pain. When I do have pain, it is just an ache type sensation. While I'm sitting down or laying down, I like to do circles with my feet to stretch them... it feels good. The doctor told me to do it whenever I thought about it. It's good for stretching the calf. Anyway, when I do those counterclockwise, it feels normal, but when I do them clockwise, there is a certain point where it feels really weird and makes my toes tingle. It's a weird sensation. It just opposite with my other foot. I'm not sure what causes it, I'll have to ask the PT or my doctor and see what he says. It probably has something to do with sitting around a lot and not being up and moving. Other than that, it's been a pretty boring day so far.

DECEMBER 14, 1998 (12 days post) - Hey.. I had some good news today. I went to PT and got to 118 degrees flexion, so he let me on the stationary bike. That felt sooooo good!! I worked hard on my home PT all weekend so I could get on that thing. Funny how little things make me so happy now. You just have to take everything one step at a time. I go back to PT on wednesday and since that will be the start of the third week post op, I would get to do some new exercises. That will be good. I'm getting tired of the old ones. I still have to do PT at home 5 times/day.

I'm going to sleep upstairs in my normal bed tonight. Today was the first day I was comfortable going up and down steps without crutches. I probably could have slept up there last night, but I still wasn't totally off the crutches and comfortable yet. I didn't want to try and go up and down the stairs in the middle of the night until I was sure I could do it.

DECEMBER 15, 1998 (13 days post) - Boy was it nice to sleep in my own bed. I didn't have any trouble going up and down the steps without crutches. I went to work at YMCA for a few hours today. It was nice to be back for a while. I also took some time to ride the stationary bike there. That makes my knee feel good when I get done. It's my aunt's birthday today, I think we are supposed to go out and eat supper tonight. I don't know for sure yet if I'm going to go or not. I would like to, but I'm not sure my knee can take an hour in the car, a couple hours to eat, and another hour in the car without some rest. There hasn't been much pain at all in the knee yet today. I think doing a lot of PT helps out. Whenever it starts to ache a little, I do some PT. When I get done it usually feels better.

The birthday plans were scratched, so we didn't go out to eat. I took an hour and went back to the YMCA for a while so I could get a chance to visit some of the kids. I work there as the pool coordinator and assistant sports coordinator. It's been a tough couple of weeks not being able to get out and see them. I love working with the kids. I probably shouldn't have, but I played a little catch with the football while I was there. I didn't run or anything... that's impossible with the stinkin' immobilizer... I just threw the football for a while. I couldn't help myself.

I've been working pretty hard on the quad sets to try and get my muscles back. My doctor wasn't concerned at all about ROM, he said that would come in time... He said he was more concerned that I get the quad muscles into shape so I could lose the brace. Tomorrow will be 2 weeks post-op... I should get some new exercises to do.

DECEMBER 16, 1998 (2 weeks post) - I did get some new stuff in PT today. I got to do mini-squats with most of my weight on the bad knee, and some calf raises. Those were tough. I also get to put some 5 lb. leg weights on my ankle when I do the old exercises, so that makes them a little better. I rode the stationary bike today for 10 minutes and went 3.6 miles. That was way better than the first time. There is some pain when I do the bike and mini-squats... I think that is because I had a majority of my meniscus removed though. That's the only thing that really causes any pain. The holes where they did the orthoscopic surgery seem to be healing pretty good. I was worried about it for a while, they didn't put a stitch in them or anything, but they have never given me a problem. My knee is feeling stronger each day and I'm not as scared to take the brace off as I was before. When the doctor said I could probably take the brace off on December 22, I was a little worried because my knee was so weak and I didn't have a lot of control over it. The strength increases all the time though and I think that I'll be able to ditch the brace then.

DECEMBER 17, 1998 (2 weeks & 1 day post) - Today went pretty good. I spent some time at the YMCA playing air hockey and foosball, it was nice to be out. I didn't have much of a problem. My knee isn't sore or anything. I also walked around the room a little bit with the brace off. I know I'm not supposed to do it yet, but I had to get from one side of the room to the other and it was way to much of a hassle to put the brace on for that. Everything went fine... I was careful. It feels a little stronger each day. I did have a little bit more joint pain doing certain exercises... It was a sharp, bone on bone type pain, so I know it has to do with the meniscus that was taken out.

DECEMBER 18, 1998 (2 weeks & 2 days post) - Not a whole lot going on today. Pretty boring really. I got another new exercise to do at PT. I get to do a 3 inch step up. Doesn't sound like a lot, but it's nice to have something different. If I go more than 3 inches, I get some pain, so he keeps it at that for now. I was also out and walking/standing for about 3 hours straight today and I don't seem to have any problems from it. No pain. I'll have to see if I'm sore tomorrow, but I don't think I will be.

DECEMBER 19, 1998 (2 weeks & 3 days post) - Nothing much going on at all today. The knee isnt sore from walking on it, so that's good. I have also stopped taking the Ibuprofen as of today. So, I'm not taking any pain medications at all. We'll see how it goes.

DECEMBER 20, 1998 (2 weeks & 4 days post) - I have started walking around more and more with my brace off... I was real nervous about it at first, but it's not really that big of a deal now. I'm real careful about it though. I don't have the doctor's permission to not use the brace yet, so I have to watch myself. I've had it off for about 3/4 of the day so far with no problems. I do have a little bit more pain when doing the exercises, but I'm sure that's because I've stopped taking the pills. I'll just have to get used to it. It's not a whole lot of pain, just a little more than before.

DECEMBER 21, 1998 (2 weeks & 5 days post) - Slow day. Nothing much to report. I did get the step-up moved up a little higher at PT today. I think it was 2-3 inches the first time, now it's about 5. He also put more weight on the straight leg raises. I don't really know how much it was this time, but it was 5 pounds before. The bruise I had looks much better now. There is no pain in it at all. I pretty much don't use the brace at all when I'm at home. I see the doctor tomorrow and he will say wether I have to keep wearing it or not. Since I haven't been wearing it much, I sure hope he says I can go without it.

DECEMBER 22, 1998 (2 weeks & 6 days post) - I just got back from the doctor and he said I could take the brace off whenever I was comfortable with it. I just smiled and said "Today?" He laughed and replied, "sure." YYYEEEEEESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!

He did some tests on my knee to see how loose it was and said it looked good. He showed me more pictures from the surgery... I saw the torn meniscus and bone damage... He said that I would have problems with arthritis down the road about 20 years, that's when I asked him again if I would be recovered in 6 months. He said, "Yeah, you should be able to return to full sports in 6 months with no problems." So, today has been a really good day!

Oh, I almost forgot to write about it... I can drive again!! Finally. I'm free. It was really nice to be able to go out on my own and not have someone take me there and pick me up. It feels so nice to not be wearing the brace when I walk. It's much easier to walk than I expected. I don't have much of a limp, I just have to go kinda slow.

DECEMBER 23, 1998 (3 weeks post) - I was out all day today shopping for christmas presents. I walked around the mall without the brace and didn't have any problems at all. It wasn't sore when I got home or anything. It was a little swollen, but that's to be expected. I put some ice on it and that took care of it.

DECEMBER 24, 1998 (3 weeks & 1 day post) - No soreness from yesterday, so that's good. I was a little worried that I would wake up and not be able to move it much after being on it all day yesterday. Anyway, it was fine.

I did see something on the message board that I should write here. Some people have had their knee pop sometimes while doing exercises or walking and were worried that they reinjured their knee. Let me say that most of the popping noises are normal. I've had that happen quite a few times and it also happens in my "good" knee. It's sort of like popping your knuckles... It feels good after it pops... or at least it doesn't hurt after it pops. Now, if you have severe pain after it pops, this is not good. You might want to get it checked out if it swells or stays painful. Otherwise, the pops are normal.

It sure is nice to sleep without the brace on! I can pretty much sleep on both sides now, I'm just careful when my reconstructed knee is on the bottom. I haven't tired sleeping on my stomach yet, but I'm sure I could... my kneecap is still a little sore though, so I just don't do it.

DECEMBER 26, 1998 (3 weeks & 3 days post) - I skipped writing on Christmas... Had too many family things to do. I could only get in about half my exercises for the past couple of days and I really notice it. The exercises are MUCH more painful when you don't do them all the time. Especially the flexion ones. That seems to suffer the most from missing workouts. So, do everything you can to not miss too many sessions. It's definitely not fun to try and catch up where you left off. I can't wait until the rest of the swelling finally goes away and I can get the last part of full flexion. I've had full extension almost from the beginning, so that's good.

DECEMBER 30, 1998 (4 weeks post) - I've hit the point where I'm getting busier again so I haven't been writing as often. Bad boy, I know. Most of my life is getting back to normal (except for playing sports). Since I've been busier again, it's also hard to fit in all the PT I'm supposed to do. I try to do it all, but honestly, I don't have that much time. I usually get in 3 sessions/day. I was up to 134 degrees flexion the other day. My good leg is 146, so that's going good. The flexion exersices are still the most painful though. Yesterday was the first day I could walk up our stairs almost normal. I can't do all stairs, but the ones in my house aren't that high, so I can do them. Can't go down them though,... just up. The muscles around my knee are much stronger this past week... it feels pretty stable. It snowed here for the first time, so I made sure to be careful outside today. Didn't have any problems.

JANUARY 11, 1999 (5 weeks & 5 days post) - I've been a bad boy... I should update this more often, but once you start getting the knee to feel better, it gets tougher to find time. Everything is pretty much back to normal... everything but having the knee 100% that is. PT seems to be going a little slow. I do all the exercises I'm supposed to and everything, but my trainer seems to be taking things SLOOOOOOW! I've seen my doctor's protocol and I'm only doing about half the things on it and I'm not sure why. If I don't start getting to do the rest of the stuff, I'm going to check out another clinic. I know it's not because I'm behind or anything, I can do all the current exercises easily. We'll see what happens.

Everything with the knee seems to be going well... I don't have much pain and I can go up and down stairs without help. Up is much easier than down, but I started going down the steps yesterday.

FEBRUARY 1, 1999 (8 weeks & 5 days post) - I did end up switching PT's about a week and a half ago. They work me way harder than the other PT ever did and they weren't sure why he didn't have me doing more. The new PT has me doing Stairmaster, BAPS, Squats, jogging on the trampoline, and a ton of other things... I feel like I'm making some progress now.

My only concern at this point is how much my knee pops. It pops all the time. It's not painful at all, it just worries me a little. It's not a cracking type things, it's like when you pop your knuckles. I mentioned it to the doc and he wasn't concerned in the least. I guess we'll just see how it goes.

 JANUARY  20, 2000 - This entry is WAY overdue.  I've just been busy with everything else... including putting up this website and the message board.

I am past the 13 month post-op point and everything is going extremely well.  The bad leg is still not as strong as the good leg, but I haven't been doing the gym work for quite a while.  I have been playing sports (touch football, and basketball) with no problems at all.  I'm not wearing a brace of any kind.  I did just notice for the first time last week that I went through a game of basketball without thinking about my knee at all.  Actually, I noticed halfway through the game that I hadn't been thinking about it while cutting and jumping... it was a great feeling.

I do still have weird pains show up every once in a while.  But I can handle that.  I can kneel without any problems on carpet.  I can kneel on hardwood floors, but it does hurt a little bit... then again, it hurts my good knee too. :)  I'm definitely happy that I had the surgery.  I probably will never get to the same level of playing sports as I did before, but I'm already playing about 75% better than I was without the surgery.

April 22, 2005 - I know it's been about 5 years, but I thought I would put up a quick entry and let everyone know that everything is still going fine and I've never had another problem with my knee. So if anyone out there has any doubts about having ACL surgery, don't worry about it too much, I think it's worth it.

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